Love, J

It’s been a year since I graduated from college and almost a year being employed. I remember when I was in college, I badly wanted to graduate and find work to enjoy life but as of this moment, all I want is to be back in college where I can joy my life as a student.  During college, the only thing that worried me was how can I pass every subject smoothly, how can I graduate on time, needing 8 hours of sleep, and to lessen the intake of caffeine. I sometimes worry about the financial situation but I have someone to rely on for that matter. As of this moment, I’m literally living independently. When I said independently, I’m no longer getting an allowance from my mom, I’m the one who pays for my accommodation and bills. Yup, you read it clearly, bills are one of the things that worries me. During college, even though I slept late because of doing some school work, waking up not so early is the one thing I missed when I was studying. It really doesn’t cost going to school because it'...

Stepping up to a new journey is indeed difficult. You'll feel the pressure everywhere; from your friends who got a job already, your inner self, and to all the person who has a lot of expectation on you. It is true that there's no easy thing in this world, everything must pass through hardship but always remember behind all the hardship there was always a sweet success . Undeniably looking for a job is very challenging. When you apply and unfortunately didn't ace the interview you'll feel laden. Even if you know that you did your best, at the end of the day you will blame yourself because of being not the best. You started to overthink and there are so many what-ifs and maybes. But don't be discouraged, you didn't take into employment not because you're incapable but God had planned the best for you. You may seem struggling to get a job, but He's preparing you to catch the best. That's why if you're praying to get a job, don't pr...